Saturday, June 18, 2011

Direction...

Mind:
God guided me through turmoil, pressure, and change to take me to my rock bottom so that he could build me up and show me how to build myself up when there is no one else (in the physical sense) to depend on to do so. I now know how being afraid or prideful of asking for help is not the way to handle any situation, ignoring it doesn't make it go away, and the longer you keep your walls up pretending like you are not at war with your mind the more and more distressed and upset and down you will feel. I continue to work on the mind by feeding it education, moments to reflect & unwind, & most of all by reminding myself that there is nothing that God can not handle in my life worth resorting to worry and fear over. There is nothing I've done in my life that God has not already forgiven me for and there for there is no need to worry about the past. I have learned from my mistakes, and the mistakes of others and I continue to grow in mind everyday.


Body:
I have the opportunity to make the body a priority and to make sure that I am being aware of what I am putting into it. Of the exercise that I do or don't do and of the way that I treat it. I want to be healthy for as long as I live and that requires a renewed dedication to taking care of the physical part of me.


Soul:
I have finally come to a place where, although my faith never wavered and my prayers remained constant and my daily discussions with God remained in tact, I am over myself and my stuff that was keeping me in a place of being upset with God. I continued to push no matter how I felt but also was very honest with God that I was upset and that I needed time to get through it. Not only did God help me to reach a place of understanding and acceptance but he also never left my side continuing to support and push me through this time and continuing to bless me in more ways than I could ever imagine. I continue to feed my soul by continue to praise and worship God, continuing to study his word and continuing to be faithful by following his plan for my life.

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